Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Thoughts on a Tuesday

Funny how timing is everything....I just found out Steve has to go to Tampa in June for just a quick over night trip, but it falls exactly on the date that would be perfect for making a baby girl. So, it looks like this little baby making machine is going to get another free month to relax. I feel like I've just been handed a "Get out of Jail Free" card!

I want to keep putting off the inevitable, but I'm running out of time and excuses. I'll be turning 38 in August! YIKES! I don't feel 37, I still feel 27 and still wish I was. My biological clock has been broken for years. After being a Nanny and raising other people's babies, I just lost all interest in having a baby for a while.

Now that we've been married three years and we're getting older, it makes perfect sense to start reproducing. But I just wish there was a way to make Steve carry the baby instead of me.

still wishing . . . .

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